I’m at my 1 year mark of closeted smashed egg, sucks but its a bit less frustrating than it was at first. I have personal long term goals for myself now. I know more terminology and I’m more aware of current events and how they might impact me (now or in the future).

Hell, its a big change in just having long term goals. Feeling like I’m allowed to have long term goals, allowed to want things in life and to pursue goals.

god I’m gonna be stuck living here for another few years, at least… cause I need to finish (community) college before I can get a “good paying job” that might, possibly, pay enough to survive off of…