• vaultdweller013@sh.itjust.works
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        6 days ago

        When I said mine sucks I was making a joke about my piss poor sleep pattern. Though given the autism and C-PTSD I may as well have a sleep disorder.

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          5 days ago

          Ah. Are you former military or something? Sleep is still kind of a mystery to science.

          I hope that you continue to understand wtf was causing such an abnormal schedule because based on your messages, it sounds insane.

          I’ve never been able to stay awake for 48 hours. The 24 hour mark, even at my youngest, is GG.

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            5 days ago

            Aint military C-PTSD is associated with childhood abuses, I ain’t breaking that mold to say the least. I’ve gotten it corrected for as much as possible without just going full murderous retribution so it’s all good.

            Also it’s naturally pretty bad according to my kin I was annoying child because of how I’d naturally drop into being awake when everyone else was asleep, so that’s always been a problem. The being awake for way too long issue is because of autism stubbornness and how certain noises can awaken me automatically probably due to the C-PTSD.