Wish dysphoria didn’t depress me so much bc I haven’t enjoyed a hobby in a while, especially not for a prolonged period. Such long stretches of time where I do not have any motivation or enjoyment for anything. idk if its one of the worst things about it but its definitely one that sucks

Oh my god I feel terrible mostly anxious and worn out.

oh h*ck new mega

Yea, I know its not practical or anything. Big issue is returning to work I feel. I am just not doing great and contemplate crashing out and trying to bum a room off someone or like making my way to California or something. I’m trans and living at home with parents who wouldn’t be supportive. But I’m trying to just grind it out and get a better job

And like those topics are important, whatever, but like as a gay I will say marriage and pda are not high on my list of worries and issues. Being able to smooch another girl is great but being able to fix this shitbox is way more so.

People talking about “lgbt” people but then only talking about gays is a new pet peeve of mine.

Was watching a video that promised to talk about how life is for lgbt people but only talked about gay marriage and that in most areas kissing/handholding would be fine. WHAT ABOUT TRANS HEALTHCARE? WHAT ABOUT ID? WHAT ABOUT LEGAL PROTECTIONS, ANY FUCKIN THING ABOUT TRANS PEOPLE?? How can you say “lgbt” but only talk about cis gays? Everything even “lgbt” has to revolve around cis people and their concerns.

Well chat, tomorrow afternoon is when I find out how mad work is with me, I’m very much a “prepare for the worst” type person so my anxiety is through the roof

Ah, I get it now

Yea I know its not too bad, one day one time. I got worked up because I thought I missed a whole week somewhere. I like injection Fridays, it works out well with my work schedule too.

Did end up being super emotional yesterday and last night, wonder if that was normal, or because I worked a lot, or the missed dose.

Really, why? I feel like I have trouble remembering in that way kinda a lot. I forgot but thought I did take pills a lot too, even still tbh.

Thanks! Yea that’s not too bad.

Counting my needles this might not be the first dose I’ve missed, bruh wtf is wrong with me

e: okay this actually is my first dose I’ve missed, taking it now. That’s okay Terminal I appreciate you

Holy fuck since getting back from work I’ve just been sobbing (assorted reasons)

Can I pklease just feel normal

Why did I say it like that smh I am genuinely such an embarrassing human being

Wondered if I said the embarrassing thing, definitely did, why I am such an autist sometimes smh. At least I know that she doesn’t really care but fuck me anyways. Why can’t I just act normal

Shit chat, did I do injection Friday? I definitely thought about it but I may not have. Fuck me. What do I do bc I literally can’t remember. I don’t think I did. I might try counting my needles.

Fuckin “3 weeks” to make a habit bullshit

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I checked the packet it says nothing.

Lol, nice.

Can take 2 hours for it to kick in, usually I just chill and play video games while I wait. It’s slow

How long ago? And any idea the mg

Ngl I love gummies, after this work promotion happens or doesn’t I’m taking one, it’s been a while. I’ll say it usually does feel a bit gentler then smoking ime if you don’t take too much

Boost also doesn’t like nested spoilers, kinda assumed it was an app thing. I don’t know why multiple apps use the same, but different then the web, implication 😭

Are you using web or an app? This formatting works perfect on web