Ugh I wish she wasn’t 2 timezones awayyyy which god do I have to strangle for making that choice?

She is such a beautiful person I had no idea I had it within me to feel this way about a person. She wrote me a fucking poem last night and sent it to me this morning and I’m entirely beside myself right now. It’s so pretty.

She’s such an artistic and creative soul and I love that so much. She encourages me to tap into my own creativity and because of her I have a writing project I’ve been spending a lot of time on. I never would have done it without her encouragement.

She’s so strong and brave and fucking hilarious and sweet and thoughtful and smart. I love her smile and her hair and her wit and fashion sense. Fucking hell I’m so close to just telling her flat out how I feel because at this point we’ve both said everything up to but excluding that

I’m still gay