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i am heterosexual and bigender
i am straight for men AND i am straight for women
/s (i’m like 90% sure this is an /s moment)
migraines
got a migraine with no aura somehow and it fucking sucks even though i took my usual medication. different part of my head than usual hurts. I shouldnt be looking at screens because the light physically hurts me but sitting in the dark is so boring
Dash confirmed the order
trying to get back into
with a little modded SA 2. I’ve 100% it before on the ps3 (decent port imo since it’s basically the dreamcast version). Got the Windii retranslation, full story mode, general qol improvements and some chao garden modes. I wanna get 100% on steam but fuck me I don’t wanna have to wait for days on end just to raise and breed the perfect chao again. I honestly prefer Adventure 1 more but already 100% that one and now doing this to just get the steam achievement and slowly get back into the storybook games again.y’all ya girl made it and it’s like a dream, i’m dating the cute girl from my old gym 😍
cw: relationship sad and super happy stuff
Just over a year ago my egg cracked. The biggest factors at the time included you beautiful folks, especially EstraDoll who was very vocal about things and I was so envious of her. I watched that TV glow movie and as an older person it really hit me in the gut. There was also this beautiful trans girl at my gym who worked the front desk and seeing her manager treating her totally normal and respectfully made an impact she was the first trans woman I had knowingly interacted with directly and it felt like okay my local community was maybe accepting. I also (respectfully, i’m not a gym creep) saw her doing her lifting routine because she’s a trainer there and she was hot! It was just a week or so later that my egg cracked thunderously while listening to a chappell roan song.
I finally realized after a year of being touch starved my wife is never going to love me the way I need so i got on those apps. Well you will not believe this but now 14 or so months since I last saw the gym girl I matched with her on taimi! I assumed she made a mistake until she started flirting! she is ND, a leftist, has multiple tattoos from my favorite video game, loves rust too and she thinks i’m pretty. So maybe she needs new glasses but i’m not going to say anything.
We went to an anarchist bookstore and I showed her Parenti. We took tacos home to her husband and his boyfriend who were also trans and we all hung out and watched movies and there was much snuggling. She was super respectful of my boundaries and asked for consent every time she pushed em. She treats me how I have wanted to be treated my entire life. And she lives down the street! There were a lot of uhaul lesbian jokes because I’m in the polycule now 😂
Y’all i truly wonder if i just died and this is all a dream. i’m almost 50! I really am so glad I didn’t give up.
I really want you all to know that it is never ever ever too late. Don’t fucking ever give up on your dreams hang on to what you want relentlessly. Even if it takes decades it’s worth it. It’s never too late to transition. or find love that fits you. It took many decades and a lot of sadness before I got here but it was worth it. I love you all so much and i’m so grateful for the support from all of you that gave me the courage to be me. Especially you EstraDoll :)
😭 i really treasure this place so much
This warms my heart so much! So happy for you!
Aww this made me cry ;_; I’m so happy for you, and envious!!
it made me cry writing it don’t worry 💖 thank you
I’m not EstraDoll, but I will also take your kind words. Here is some virtual love to share
I love all of you!!!
I think because i had only been on the site a little bit her funny username really stood out and i caught her right when she went from yearning for it to doing it and her posts about it were so happy and enthusiastic and i just really wanted that for myself you know? it was infectious.
I know what you mean, I thought the same thing.
this is beautiful I’m so happy for you :)
<3
anti diy shit and unsupportive family
My gf has family who are worried that she will one day od on fent from spiked diy hrt and I swear to god fentanyl spiked estradiol has got to be one of the most unintentionally hilarious concepts I have ever heard.
I think if anyone suggested that to me I would simply not find within me the ability to hold back a laugh in their face.
fentanyl laced estrogen… finally a substance so powerful a single drop can destroy an entire police department…
rant time :3
can people stop saying “protect trans youth” just to turn around and do everything in their power to exclude trans youth? trans youth have been having it worse and worse because there exists literally no community for trans youth, online or offline. treating youth like less than human and isolating them just leads to trauma, anxiety, depression, and normalizes oppression. its the part of the reason why things are so bad today. stop playing into a conservative narrative you KNOW is bullshit. when y’all get old and become unsuit for activism, there’s a chance that there won’t be anyone to replace you, because no one supported the next generation of queer people. how do you ever hope to band together if you actively exclude the new generation? if the very groups that they belong in don’t actually want them until they’re “old enough”? we need to remember that if we don’t support the next generation, we’re the ones to be erased from history, because the next gen are the people to hold the torch.
It is such a weird feeling to have had someone you were like two halves of a whole with and then go back to being single. Particularly in that very delicate, growing up time between like 18 to 30. So much of me was part of someone else, and visa versa. I wonder if 7 of 9 felt like this when she was cut off from the hive mind lol
there’s a thing I don’t know the name of but when you are with someone a lot like for years you each start to offload memory functions onto the other automatically. It was over a decade ago that i read about this but it was studied with widows iirc and basically they all felt like a portion of their mind was missing because they had gotten so used to offloading certain specific tasks to their partner.
Like not bothering to know certain things because they knew with 100% certainty the other partner knew them.
I’m sorry to hear you’re having to go through any such loss.
Oh they aren’t dead, I just broke up with them lol. Its still hard but I wouldnt put it in the realm of a spouses passing
apparently itchio just shadow banned all “adult” content
this is truly the worst timeline
That is not great, especially since Republicans have been pushing the idea that being trans or gay is inherently pornographic.
A bunch of literature by trans women also just got delisted, even if it had just lgbt in the tags.
We need p2p games distribution
diff shade of pink, I like it but nothing from my outfit matches
oooh i love it
Ty I got a even hotter pink next just building up to it
I regret to report the lesbian yearning continues to intensify
up with trans
up with trans
Up with trans
up with trans
up with trans
up with trans
up with trans
up with trans!
I’m alive but it certainly feels like death
I hope you feel better soon
I am unstoppable I’ve helped 5 people with hrt by linking urls while grievously injured
I have explained my impairment of course the advice is sound
I am telling god to come fight me he’s a chicken shit poser
Libraries are safe spaces where I can sit as queerly as I want
not like chuds come in to read or anything
it’s like how every fighting game has a mode where you can practice moves and combos without being attacked, but for being queer in public lol
it legit feels so nice to exist in public all relaxed, the staff is friendly and a lot of the time I think queer themselves at least that’s the vibe I pick up most of the time.
got new booootsss
lookin pretty good in them if we do say so ourselves
Pup in boots
jgndnskjdmrnsksj x3
*wagwagwagwagwags* arf!!!
we got a new tail too
- so cool
