I finally got around to seeing “I Saw The TV Glow”, and it definitely lived up to the hype.
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i really hate being “they”'d but other gender neutral forms of endearment cause me to melt a little on the inside. “Honey” “Sweetie” “Dear”, especially coming from an older woman is peak gender for me
Beyond that though, I really can’t stand not being gendered and it’s odd
I got the gender affirming nightgown (it’s just a really sexy nightgown). Even sleeping makes me feel happy now.
went to the thrift store and made a new friend, anyone have a good name for a llama?Going to a wedding next week and am trying to figure out how to make a suit more androgynous/femme. I’m out to most of my cousins, but I’m only really close to a few people in the family. Everything online suggests doing a dress, which I personally am not about
Worst feeling of dysphoria i’ve felt in a year or something today, feel like shit
My town’s Pride is happening today, which I’m excited about
the antipshycotic i take is lowering my estrogen levels, wich is good
but now i want more low levels ;-;me ->
<- a sports bra“is this a top?”
This probably isn’t new to anyone who’s dated men (and hope I’m not generalizing this to just one gender etc) but damn I’m starting to see the litmus test for a lot of these guys is seeing how they react when under pressure or frustration. Seeing some of these guys who I’ll admit are pretty cute in their way melt down when shit goes bad or get extremely bitter is like
The course’s theme I’ve picked out is failure all over the place but you get up and try again. Frustration is alright and shit’s not gonna be perfect but it’s fine. Today I learned something new that I didn’t know beforehand and I’ll keep learning something new going forward and testing myself.It seems that all the working on my appearance has paid off because someone called me hot today! That’s the first time I’ve ever had that happen.
Problem is I have literally no idea how to flirt so I kinda just smiled and walked away. What the fuck are you supposed to do when that happens
The Fielder Method but for learning feminine mannerisms
:cat-newspaper: i should wear more futch
envy, dysphoria
One neighbor woman who lives in the same building as me really stresses me out. The hair, the outfits, the walk… I’m pretty sure we were in school together, but I didn’t see her really in the spring, so I thought she graduated and moved.
Anyway my assumption is “oh she’s already heard stuff about me” because of how small the school is. Like, I know she’s friends with the girlfriend of a classmate of mine. I’m like “she’s heard about me, she has an opinion about me”.
But she’s really pretty and she always has friends hanging out and wears great outfits. I feel myself unable to speak. And like, what would I say, besides “may I have girl lessons please thank you”
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